I've painted this damn background 6 times today. Will I paint over it? You never know...

thinking about:

- what lies in this green background - my to-do list that is killing me right now - why I can't seem to start any of it, I just keep painting green - warm weather that's a-comin'! - cookies - that this podcast thing has thrown me for a loop (i feel very exposed...) - about this combining books thing... I'm starting today... - why I feel so small today - cookies again

wish i was like this guy: