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Baby steps require patience. Andthat is not something that comes naturally to me. If I could break off into three or four mini-lopes I would get so much more accomplished. But that just won't happen no matter how hard I try.

There are crickets outside my window that chirp day and night. The chirp is constant. I wonder if they ever get tired of just doing that all day. They must be some patient little bugs. I picture them having little chirp-offs. They sing back and forth to each other and applaud the winner. And the winning cricket's antennae are just a little perkier until the next contest starts and he has to defend his title.

Okay, back on the subject. I think having too much to do and feeling like there is just so much to accomplish was met by my body saying "no". Just no. And now I am not well and forced to go slow. It hurts when my mind races, so I am taking one thing at a time. My body is physically tired which keeps me in check. I guess if you are not able to control it by slowing down, something else will help you slow down.

I need to remember baby steps. One thing at a time. It will all happen when it's supposed to. And I while I need to be active in making things happen, I also need to relax and let it be.